chapter 3

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as soon as we reached their home khalty amoouuna rk'9at darhaa 3youunha 7umer wla salmet 3la mama maryam (her mother) w i dont blame her..............!!

i went too kiss mama maryams head <3

mama maryam:haww shfeeha amnow??

me:ha..uuh shesamouuna hathha aaaa sh3arah dashat b3ainhaa w ga3da t7erha 3aiinhaa!! *unsure smile*

mama maryam:khal agouum ashouufha 3yaal *getting up*

me:*quickly* la la g3daaay anaaashouuufhaa!!

mama maryam:enzain enzain rouu7ay shway shway bs!!

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i went up and knocked on amouuna's door to find her in the balcony infront of the stars and listening too songs..... i came closer to her and  i peeked at her phone, because her eyes where glued to it! and i found her watching a picture of 3thman after a tan at bnaider beach.......!

me:khaltyy!

*NO ANSWER*

me:khalttyyyyy!!!

amouuna:hmmm hmm???sh9ayerr???!!!!

me:wla shay ......... bs tra yoreyes are red and puffy lool! *trying too cheer her up* yallaah rouu7aay namayy 3shan nrouu7 7g 3thmaan bacher!!

amouna: laaa!!! barouuu7la elyouuum!!!*cries* mshtaaagtlaaah!! *cries* mshtagaaah 7g lameta elyy tnaseenii elkouun klaaaa w kaleeemaata elyy tthawbnee!! *lets out a huge breathe and starts crying again*

at real life a tear escaped my eye l2na law sheftouuha shlouun ga3da ttklaaam w y3nee she lovehim 7AIL!<33

me:*huggs her tightly* shhh khalaa9 eveything is gonna be okayy w tra 3thmaan 8awee w enshallah begouum bsaalmah w e9eer a7sn mn awl!

amouunaa:enshallah.....*hugs me tighter*

me:okayy yallaah go sleeep yl pandaa bacher waaaraana ga3daa!!*half smile*

amouuna:yallah kaa banaam!:*

me:*walks out of room* goodnight! xx

it was 9:00pm w i had'nt checked my phone since avenues!! i opened it at the living room and i saw 8bbm"s 2whats apps   and 2mentions!

first bbm it was shouuugggggg!!!!:**** (if your reading this i loveeee youuuuu 7aiiil<3)

BBM chat:

shougalx:rahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaf ya7ywanaa mafeeh 3eedch mbarak??:((

rahafalx:kaaaaaaaaak sorry wallah bs 9araaaaaaaat ashyaaaaaa2 wayeedd w i have for youu alot alot w alot of updateds!!:*

shougalx:umbaaaaayyyyyyy meeee toooo w bagouuech sh9aar 3aa jassim!!!! t6l3een bacher???

rahafalx: caaaaannnnnnnnt!!:(((( t3alaaaay bnaider weyana on thrsdaaaaayyyy!!!

shougalx:magdaaaaaar barouuu7 zwaraaaa  b3dain sleepover at cousins!!

rahafalx:khalaaaa9 on suundaayyy okayyy?;**

shougalx:okayyy!!;*

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the other 5bbm's were BC's
but there was one from jarra7

let me tell you about jarra7 he is my bestriend since 4th grade he's tanned big dark brown eyes medium height and has a goo figure w he's like shouuug i can tell him anything and everythin!!

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BBM chat:

jarra7alx:halllaaa bl hablaaa elyy mats2l!!!

rahafalx:hallaaaa bl7maaaaaaaar!! 3eedk mbarak!x

jarra7alx:madre sherdouuun!x_X

rahafalx:kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak xp

jarrayalx:enzaiiin rahaf sm3ayy bagouulech shay bs baiinyy w baiinech ok??

rahafalx:shaklaa shayy seriouuse............yalla gouul

jarra7alx:t'hawasht weya razan........!!!

rahafalx:hmmm let me guess geltlaha bashouufch w galatlkk magdaar fa enta r7t 360 aw avenues w sheftha weya wa7ed 97??:)

jarra7:eeeh.......w b360.....w shdaraach???????!!!!

rahafalx:jarra7 ana w shoug chm mara 7atharnakk mnhaa???? matyouuuz??e7na gelnalkk ena n43arfhaa zaiiiin w 3adel b3aaad!!!

jarra7alx:khalaaa9 wallah adree bs shasawee nw!?? magdaaarrr ansahaaaa a7bhaaaa amouuut feeehaaa ahwaaaaaahaaa!!!a3deenii abehaaa!!

rahafalx:ummbayy ent mn9jk wla tstahbel?? elbneyaa khaneetk w chathbat 3laaiiiik!!!

jarra7alx:rahaaaf entay wla mra 7baaiiitaaay b7ayatech wallaaaah law kentaaay mukanii  chan mtaaay bacheeee w sawaaaaityy elmusta7eel 3shanhaaa!!

rahafalx:your not the jarra7 i use to know..........bs bsa3dk, shouuf  bacher ana aklmha w agoulahaa enaa jarraa7 yabeeech maygdar ynsaach w cheee ok? w ana bnam el7een GN!!

jarra7alx:latz3leeen mnee please fhmaaay enii magdar ansahaa.......goodnight!x

i read it but ignored because i was so pissed from him!

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i switched to whats app and i found one BC and 1from my mom telling me to sleep at mama maryam's home!
it was 9:15pm w khalyy nawaf was out mama maryam and khalty amouuna were sleeping so i was alone i decided ena arouu7 elba7aar l2na elyouum wasn't good w i wanted to smell fresh air so i called rajuu!

me:RAJUUUUUUU!! *screaming outside the house*

raju:ohh raaahaaaap waiiiin enteee maysawee ana salaaaaam??

me:sorry!ana taaabaaaan enzain rajuuu wadd ana ba7aaaarr

raju:alheeen sa2a teesaaaah shlouuuun yrouu7 brouuha entee???

me:rajuu yallaaa np bs elyouuuum,a36eeek ashraaaa deenaaar!!

raju:yalla yalla eerkaab sayaraaa!!*laughing*

me:looool *slight smile*

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i arrived elba7ar w i told raju ena eyeeeenii lmn adg 3laii

it was dark and the moon was full i went  to sit on sand w the coast was clear ma kan feeh a7ad ao i sat there w i listened to "waiting for the night - nelly furtado"

and i sang along....

baby i know your outside
in here its warm and dry
got feelings i gotta try expresssing
like....a lecurge i can share with y........

......:EHMM

i was startled!!so i opened my eyes and turned around to find a guy smiling!!w his dimples were so cute and deep!!my face was litterly an O

.......:your voice is really nice *dimpled smile*

me:ohh....uhh thankyouu!

........:np,ohh yeah my name is Mesharialx!and you are ummm....? *asking*

me:emm,i'm rahafalx

meshari:nice too meet you rahafalx!*dimpled smile*

me:nice too meet you too!

meshari:umm....can i umm sit here please?

me:umm suree

he sat down looking me strait into my eyes but i was blushing like ALOT so i at strait and faced the beach!

meshari:soo if i can ask y3ne.....what were you listening too?

me:emm....waiting for the night..!

meshari:tabeen asm3ch ghneya atwa83 bta3jbech?

me:umm madre

meshari:i'll take that as a yes! *shy smile*

so he put a song that went like this

i will lay down next to you
stay in bed all after noon
we were birds of the feather
we were always together
and i never will forget
all the little things you said

i turned too fac meshari to see him facing the sea and crying.....kent bas2la shfeek bs y3ni ana shakuu adakhal.....

me:3ajeeba*half smile*

meshari:*startled* ohh....haa umm eeh eeeh! *wiping off his tears*

A MOMENT OF SILENCE

meshari:soo umm i guess your wondering laish ga3ed abchee 97?

me:well umm......

meshari:yeah i know.....i just feel like teling someone whats inside me you know..

me:you can tell me if you want *comforting smile*

meshrai:okay......gabel sentain kan 3umree 15 kent a7eb wa7daa wayed wayed!! laiih darajat enii kent al7aghaaa waiiin matrouuu7 w ma akhaleeha wla la7'9a bs b3daiiin ya youum w galatlii "if you love me you'll never forget me!" chan agoulahaa anaa mustaaa7eeeel ansaaaach!! mnuu ylmne hl lamaah elyy twadeenii b3alaaaam akhar mnu?gouleeli mnu?? chan tgouulii "la tnsanee mshari" 3ugbha byoum be'9ab6 dagaaaait 3laiiiha y6la3lee jehaz  mughla8 w her twitter,initsa,kik,ask kela deactivated w mafee last seen bwhats app!! chan arouuu7 baithouum ma lgaiiit wlaa sayaraaa w'll baba kan maftouu7 w baithouum faaaa'9ee!! w b3dan 3days sawait 7adeth w dshait comma 7g 2months!!*starts too let tears escape*

me:mesharii.......i'm so sorry walla........

mesharii:*deep breathe and sniffs*la its ok........

THEN SUDDENLY WE HEARD A GUY SHOUTING I WAS STARTLED!IT WAS.......................